Assalamualaykum. I just wanna share this thoughts I realized the other day.
The woman in the mask. There are lots of women wearing mask everyday. To show people a smile and happiness. Keep and hide those bullsh*t running with their lives. You really can't tell when a woman is truly happy or in an extreme sadness. I realize this thing with the people around me and especially, in me.
Just like the other day, I got a ride together with this woman (around 30s), accidentally, we read her messages to his husband saying "I didn't believed what people say, but then, today, I saw you with my two eyes, you're with your bitch! How dare you?! And you already had a kid". For me, it was really painful, I could possibly cry in that moment, really will burst in crying. But then, she' s a strong woman, she let herself relax and showed people a no-emotion-face. Her wallpaper was her baby boy. I think he was just 1.
The other one shared me this. Someone who's been very close to me. She said, she can't take it anymore. She wants to leave. She was emotionally hurts and sometimes, physically hurts. She doesn't want to let anybody worries. She still pretend to be happy and silent despite of the pain that killing her inside. And maybe, she stay because of their children. Simply, because she really loves her children more than herself. That how powerful a woman love, love to their children. That how strong a woman is. So, man don't underestimate us!
In my case, I am too wearing this mask. When I am alone and especially when were in a fight and we don't talk to each other, I remembered the old days that made me hurt a lot again and again for just damn reason. So, I am praying and hoping to give me more Sabar (Patience). But then, despite of the emotions inside me I still tend to smile to people around me, and laugh out loud even inside me wants to cry out loud. We need to move on and let go. Continue life and be strong whatever happens.
Problem is everywhere.
Wear a mask for a happy day!
Loves,
Avbie
The woman in the mask. There are lots of women wearing mask everyday. To show people a smile and happiness. Keep and hide those bullsh*t running with their lives. You really can't tell when a woman is truly happy or in an extreme sadness. I realize this thing with the people around me and especially, in me.
Just like the other day, I got a ride together with this woman (around 30s), accidentally, we read her messages to his husband saying "I didn't believed what people say, but then, today, I saw you with my two eyes, you're with your bitch! How dare you?! And you already had a kid". For me, it was really painful, I could possibly cry in that moment, really will burst in crying. But then, she' s a strong woman, she let herself relax and showed people a no-emotion-face. Her wallpaper was her baby boy. I think he was just 1.
The other one shared me this. Someone who's been very close to me. She said, she can't take it anymore. She wants to leave. She was emotionally hurts and sometimes, physically hurts. She doesn't want to let anybody worries. She still pretend to be happy and silent despite of the pain that killing her inside. And maybe, she stay because of their children. Simply, because she really loves her children more than herself. That how powerful a woman love, love to their children. That how strong a woman is. So, man don't underestimate us!
In my case, I am too wearing this mask. When I am alone and especially when were in a fight and we don't talk to each other, I remembered the old days that made me hurt a lot again and again for just damn reason. So, I am praying and hoping to give me more Sabar (Patience). But then, despite of the emotions inside me I still tend to smile to people around me, and laugh out loud even inside me wants to cry out loud. We need to move on and let go. Continue life and be strong whatever happens.
Problem is everywhere.
Wear a mask for a happy day!
Loves,
Avbie
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